which actually really sucks because I just submitted my SIR to SJSU along with the $900 in various fees to hold my place there
Not to say that I'd go back and change that if I could (because I could still just go to Pratt if I wanted), it's just that this is going to leave a sour taste in my mouth about this whole process
Like the reasons I chose SJSU over Pratt haven't changed, and even with this scholarship, Pratt would be around twice as expensive as SJSU, but idk everything feels so invalidated and ugh
My parents both really want me to go to Pratt, which is fucked up for its own reasons (my dad having selective amnesia about telling me that art school wasn't worth the $$$ being one of many), but now I just feel like shit??? I'm definitely not going to tell them about this.
Oh boo hoo I got a scholarship I won't get to cash in on
Grow the fuck up Ashley
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